Sail Away.

I dreamt myself away again last night. I don't know what I'm doing. I can't keep on this streak because I'm going to end up hurt or hurting someone else, but i can't get off it either. So many things keep on bouncing around my head. I know I shouldn't be alone yet the company of others is getting harder for me to cope with. Hmmm am I really here again? I know I'm not helping the situation. What the hell am I doing. I need to pull myself out of this and quick. This mood has gone on for nearly two weeks! I thought it was just lack of sleep but no, this really is how I'm feeling. God I need to get a grip. None of it matters anyway. Maybe i should just throw myself in again? Worked out last time. But last time was different.