I don't need you to hold my hand or watch me constantly or drag me through this. I just meant be there if you can spare the time. If that's to hard for you to manage or if it's too much for me to ask of you then just FUCK OFF.
Just because certain things seem appealing to me right now. People/Actions/So on and so forth does not mean that they will continue to be so. I'm just more self destructive recently than I have been in months, but in a whole new way, self anihilation seems to obcess me. Yet I don't want to get hurt, not emotionally. But regardless of the damage I will be ok. I always am.
"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself."
Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray. ♥ I love this.
The beautiful minded is keeping me sane. God only knows what I'd do/be without him at the minute. I'm glad I have him to understand. I know you have you own stuff to deal with. Thankyou for being there.
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